assalamu’alaykum wbt and hello…

perghhhh.. it’s been a very long time since i last updated this blog.. too lazy too type, as usual… i have a lot to update, really… tp itu laaa… mls lg tinggi.. hehe..nway, lemme list out the things i want to update on later. takut x ingt..

- the closure

- of aboh and daughter

- of my students

- of current life..

that’s all i could think of right now.. hehe…

nway, the reason that i push myself to actually post something is because of what happened today..

many might not know, but one of students became an orphan in one night as his parents died in a car accident.. he’s the eldest and still has another 6siblings… this happened last friday and i knew about it only on sunday, during the assembly. but i didnt go yesterday after school cause spm teachers had a meeting with our pkp…

so, i went today… with a student of mine, fatin from 5tv4.. hehe.. his house was a very very very typical kampung house.. chickens everywhere and i could only walk on a piece of plywood so that my shoes wont be dirty… i know some people might say, ngade2 tul… but seriously… my grandma’s house pun not that bad… so, i went up… there were another male teacher and my 3students who promised to go with me earlier. haha… when i saw this ss of mine, syafiq, i felt like crying.. [luluh hati tgk die.. huhu..].. but he could still smile.. which i think was good… [smpt la die gelkn rmbut die bg style sikit kn.. haha..] the first 20mins i was there, i didnt utter even a word.. just smile here and there.. then, i moved closer to syafiq. asked how he’s doing… he said, cani la teacher… ok kut.. then i could see that he tried to not cry… which made me… erm~~~~~ no, but i didnt cry la kn… huhu… [hati dh jd batu, nk wat cane..] i heard from the people talking about what happened and all… while we were listening to the people talking, i could see tears rolling down his cheeks and he tried to stop it.. [sedey gile, ok???] so, i tried not to cry, again.. huhu…nway, then the male teacher and the 3ss went back… i stayed back… [best sikit nk bengong2 cikgu tu xde.. haha...] we talked.. he laughed, i laughed… i gave him words of encouragement…[chewwahhhh.. haha..] asked him to be stronger and all…

then, one my students [im the class teacher for this boy], irman, came.. apparently, they are neighbours.. so, i told irman that i wanna go to his house la kn.. hehe.. and he said, xleh teacher… mok xde.. hehe..im like… it’s ok… there’s u… hehe.. plus, i just wanna know where the house is… haha.. so, after a while, i left syafiq with regards from my parents.. hehe.. off i went with fatin to irman’s house.. i rode with fatin on her pink motobike.. hehe.. left my car at syafiq’s house.. erm~ then, i met the mom.. talked to her..ate ‘buah salak’ and drank syrup… [air sirap laa...] i spent quite some time there.. hehe..after a while, reezal [another ss of mine] came… [p/s: irman and reezal are bestfriends.. klaka x?? haha..i mean, comey x?? hehe..] i asked reezal to come into the house [wat cam umah sendiri.. hehe..], but he didnt want to… so, i said to him, ‘reezal, if u dont come up, im going to ur house’.. and he was like… ‘teacher, jgn teacher… nnt karang sy dtg balik’.. hahaha… then, fatin had to go home cause she hasnt prayed.. hehe.. she told me that i could go back to my car with irman!!!~ i was like…. apekah??? hahaha.. but i had no choice cause i couldnt go back yet as we [irman's mom and i] were in a discussion about irman… after a while, reezal didnt come… and i wanted to go back.. so, i made an excuse saying i wanna go to reezal’s house… haha…

so, i went to reezal’s house… erm~ with whom did i go with??? IRMAN!!!!!! with what??? HIS MOTOBIKE!!!!!! hahahha… i have never, i repeat, never, rode a motobike with a man except my dad and grandpa and uncle i think… but i had no choice… so, i asked him to ride it carefully and slowly.. i asked him, does it take a long time to reach reezal’s? he answered, 2minutes!!~ but guess what?? with a speed of 20kmph, it took more than 5mins.. hahaha… and i bumped into a lot of my students!!~ malu!!!~ hahaha…we reached reezal’s but he was not home.. apparently, he and pza [my ss as well] went to irman’s.. haha.. nway, i went into his house… met the mom.. hang out for a while, making stupid jokes with the mom and bullying reezal.. hahaha.. [psycho tul la cikgu nih.. haha..].. then, we wanted to go back to my car and i decided to go around the kampung.. went to see pza’s house… then, we went to my car and i waved goodbye to the boys..we separated and i drove home safely.. hehe..

the weird thing is, tho i had to rode with irman, i had such wonderful times… fyi, it’s been a while since i last rode a motobike… so, i was literally very happy to feel the breeze onto my face… im very happy… ver happy…enough said.. and!!!~ i even talked to reezal and pza who were on another bike while i was on the bike with irman!!~ hahaha.. how cool is that??? hahahha… in all, i am very happy.. couldnt put off this smile on me… hehe…

hurm~ i guess that was all…

till next time [xtau la bile nih],

daa~ tc.

justME

assalamu’alaykum wbt n hi peeps…

erm~ there are so much that i want to tell.. but im just toooooo lazy to type… haha..

so, in short….

school?? : we have this hari potensi aka hari kokurikulum next week… our principal is doing it sooooo BIG… i heard that he even invited RTM!!~ haha… but im in charge of performance (?? yes, i know.. haha) and sports (again, ??? haha…) so what im doing is poem recital for performance… im training some F4 ss to recite SONNET 18!!! o yeahhhhh~~~ haha.. as for sports, i just need to find the ref for netball and registration of the teams.. hehe..

me and pak arab: we are over(fullstop) ask no more.. hehe… i mean, when i have the time, i’ll tell.. but for now, dont ask…

how am i doing?? : ok… just ok, for now… feeling rather numb actually… didnt shed a tear up until now when i was praying (maghrib)… and reciting the quran… huhu.. but im ok now… i think i’ll be in good shape by next week.. haha…

grateful+thankful :

to aboh, mie, kakda, lekha and atie: thank u very much for the support… i guess im ok is because of the family that i have

to my gal friends; ‘ainur, dayah, aziati, wana, nida, hassanah, nada, hana and faa~ thanks heaps for ur support and unconditional love and of cos, the words of encouragement…

to kerol and odie: thank u is all i can say to show u my appreciation for your concern..

to siva: im waiting for your call.. haha.. poyo x?? haha… but no worries, no rush.. i know ure bz with moving and all… hehe..

to myself: no regrets. take it as one of ur life’s challenges.. face new challenges that come with new days with a brave heart…

in ’shorter??’.. haha…

thank you very much… without the support, i dont think i’d survive the whole process..

please pray that i’ll be great by next week and that i’ll be tougher…

okla,

till next time,

just_ME

p/s: remind me to tell you about this phrase,

‘my first boyfriend will be my first husband’

haha…

“is in soooooo much pain that she feels sick and wants to vomit..she is in her weakest that she has ever been…every time she looks at her dad,she feels like crying…how she wishes he knew about this so that she can cry on his shoulder..”
but she’s better now…tho at times, she still cries in pain, alone…

she just wanna thank for all the supports she’s received…

aboh [tho he would never know what he's done...]

kakda, siva, nida, shi ying, kak lyna, jijah and ‘ainur…

she really appreciates it~

thanks a lot… it will always put a smile on her face knowing that she has all these love with her…

till then,

just_ME

assalamu’alaykum wbt and hello…

2 posts in a month?? that’s definitely a record for me.. haha.. well, the reason im forcing myself to actually type this post is because i wanna share some incidents which i find annoying and irritating… huhu..

hurm~ well, as all of u know, this is my 6th month of teaching… i know, im new… i have lots to learn… i make mistakes now and then and i know i learn from them…well, at least i try not to do the same mistake twice… plus, as a new teacher, i have to admit that im still struggling to adapt and to actually tackle this new working life… [now i know why ppl say they miss uni life.. hehe] but im trying my best… i tried to make sure that i could cater to my ss’ needs.. i tried to make the lessons fun and effective… but i know, im always outside the school doing nothing related to teaching…

erm~ last week, or maybe last 2-3 weeks, my school hosted an english language parliamentary debate (KT Utara district level)… so, there were 4 schools and i met a few teachers.. english teachers that is.. one of the adjudicators was a friend of mine.. i met her during the english debate for teachers in kerteh.. we were quite close, i can say that i think since we stayed in the same apartment.. so, i was quite excited to see her again.. we talked and stuff.. then, she met her friends (other adjudicators) and they talked.. i was just sitting next to them.. i mean, i was so close that i could actually hear them talking.. and then, suddenly, i heard this statement..

‘the new teachers, they have no quality.. no quality at all.. they dont know how to mark properly.. it’s like they dont get proper training.. new teachers have no quality at all’

wow!!!!!!! i was like……….. speechless… i really dont know how to react to that.. i mean, im not sure whether she knew that i was listening.. but still, even if i was not listening, she has no right to say that.. to generalize something like that… i felt very insulted… well, im sorry if the new teachers in her school has no quality yet.. but im sure they’re trying their best… the way she said it, it’s like she’s never been a new teacher… it’s like when she started teaching, she knew everything… she was the expert already.. i think if she thinks that the new teachers has no quality, she should do something about it.. be the mentor or something… i was sooooo pissed off that i got up and move to anther seat… i could still her voice saying that.. i wish i had said something back.. but i didnt want to go down to her level..u know, being defensive.. so, that was one incident..

the week after, well, i was appointed as one of the adjudicators for the english language parliamentary debate (KT Selatan district level)… i know, im new… but i didnt ask for it, u know.. it’s not that i beg the ppd to appoint me… nway, when i went to the school [i shall not name the school for some reasons.. hehe.. poyo jekk], i arrived at 0750 because in the letter that i got, it says i should be there by 0800… but i was early as it turned out that the debate should start at 0830..  but i went to register my name as the adjudicator anyway… when i met the teachers there, they were like.. ‘yes, u r….??’ i said that im the adjudicator… they were like…. ‘wow!!! very young dh jd adjudicator… br grad ke??’… and i was like… ‘aaaa..yeah…kinda…’ and they had this one face… i dont know how to describe it.. but it’s not a nice one… i was like… xpe, zurina… sbr2… dorg ni sj jekk nk main2, nk gurau2… hehe..

but, i want to say here is that, some teachers really look down on new teachers… so the question is, teruk sgt ke kami ni?? are we that bad?? are we? are we??… huhu…

okla, gtg… dh nk tdo nih.. tomorrow gotta go to school… ade bmm and smm thingy… hampes tul…

till next time,

just_ME

assalamu’alaykum wbt n hello…

yeah, i know…it’s been a while since i last posted something here.. (the same sentence as the last post, i know..haha..) and a lot has happened as well… the good ones as well as the not-so-good ones… hehe.. but that’s life right??

so, i think it’s time to update!!! hehe..nway, here goes nothing…

teaching?? erm~ im getting used to it.. the ss had 2 tests already.. and comparing the marks of the two tests??? majority of them improved!!!! i am so happy… until now, thinking about it puts a smile on my face.. hehe… satisfaction in teaching.. hehe..i know a lot of them tried their best in answering the questions… good ss aye? hehe..

graduation?? twice!!!! haha.. i went to auckland for my graduation.. it was GREATTTTTT!!!!! siyesly…i had sooooooo much funnnnnnnn there… reminiscing the memories shared amongst friends.. it was awesome, i tell u.. i had dira n mom, nida n parents, aziati, syahir n family, dee n parents and iza n family with me… went to foodtown (a lot has changed..), one tree hill, mission bay, movenpick, devonport (my fav place), uni, rented a VERY BIG van, choc boutique, parnell, TRC (changed as well) and others.. hehe… the ceremony?? it was awesome!!!~ i loved it to the bits… i had nida, syahir and dee with me at the ceremony.. started at 1930 at 060509… i had my three lil bros as my guests.. meezan, tawfiq and odie.. thanks, boys for coming to the ceremony… i stayed at forte with fadhi… met naem n aishah… gosh, i met a lot of peeps… i am sooooooo HAPPPYYYYYYYYY….. i wish i could meet others as well… nway, we had a sharing session with the juniors which was scary.. haha.. had a VERY BIG degree… hehe.. met sheryll.. had dinner with her.. chatted with her for an hour.. psycho x?? hehe.. bought a bouquet of flowers for dira and vice versa.. haha.. what else..?? dh xde kut.. hehe..

the second one?? in ipba, of cos.. hehe… 300509.. had my whole family together.. aboh, mie, kakda n nasyar, lecka, atie, kolatie n ayah ngah n ellie, ciksu, nek and ain n mawa n lan…except for kie and ayahde n chede.. got 5 bouquet of flowers.. haha.. i was very happy, of cosssss!!!!~ hehe.. the ceremony?? it was ok.. but a bit boring… huhu.. met almost everyone of my friends.. it was fun.. hehe… after everything, the whole family went for lunch at santai.. my treat.. hehe..

what else ek nk ckp?? oh yer… fever+flu?? twice jgk!!!~ haha.. both b4 the graduations.. haha.. bak kate dee, allergic to graduation.. haha.. both very bad fevers.. i thank God that im living with my dad.. at least, i have someone who takes care of me.. i love my dad… i really do…

because of these fevers, i had fights with pak arab.. quite a big and serious one once.. sume bnde la yg x puas hati kuar… like he’s jealous of the three boys.. cian dorg.. hehe.. tp the most hurtful part was the part where he didnt even ask how i was doing… God, i hate that guy for doing this to me.. it’s like a love hate relationship, u know.. it’s very hurtful because i like him… very much.. ok?? syg sgt2.. okkkkkk?? haha.. oh, sy sudah gile… apekah ini?? i hate this… i hate this feeling.. i miss being single and available tho at the same time i like being single and not available.. leh ke ek camtu?? adoi laaa… cane ni?? what do i do?? tell me!!!!~ *sigh~*

dh lame x dgr cite dr siva.. how r u, my dear?? hehe.. lemme know ya??

what else is there to tell..?? erm~ haaa.. a lot of my friends are getting married or are already married.. smakh: rosmaida, nabila, sesma: fady, tiey, kak dang, ipba: soya, najib, asmah, hafiz.. who else ek?? okla, to those who are getting married or are already married, congratulations… may u live a happy life forever with ur other half… my time will come… when?? i have no idea.. but what i know is that, it’s not in the near future…

okla, i think this is enough for the time being… i’ll try to update more.. hehe..

p/s: pics of recent events are in the photo albums..

till next time,

just_ME

assalamu’alaykum wbt n hi everyone….

fuh!!!!… it’s been a while since i last posted something here… i was very lazy to type a post… hehe.. plus, i didnt have much time to be spending in front of the laptop and think of things to type or say here…

nway, these few weeks have been very busy for me…as all of u who have read my previous blog knows, i am the ‘penolong setiausaha sukan 2′ at my school…that makes me very busy with the sukan..and i am now elected to be the trainer for the district level…u know what am i training??? lempar cakera, lontar peluru n merejam lembing…hahahhahaha…when i told my parents, they laughed..of cos, who wouldnt!!!???? i was never, i repeat, NEVER EVER been very active in sports and now im a trainer???? omG!!!! kesian budak2…hehe…so, whenever there’s training, all i do is ‘lap the peluru or cakera’ and ‘ukur kejauhan’ [cam x kene jekk ngn that phrase..hehe..]…haha… that’s one thing to think of…another thing, choir!!!!~ i just read the rules and regulations for the competition..they want the school song and ‘negara bersih rakyat sihat’…what song is that??? couldnt even find the lyric over the net…huhu..

last week, i was forced to enter a debate competition for teachers representing kuala terengganu utara (KTU)…WHAT???? biar betul???? i was sooooo shocked and nervous cos it was confirmed on sunday and we had to go to kerteh on monday and the competition starts tuesday..huhu…very ad-hoc…it was unexpected…really, it was…but i guess everything went well…and of cos, we lost…hahaha..hurm~~~u know, being busy like this makes me think of the students at school…u see, im teaching form 5…and i always miss school because all of this…and i dont think the teachers who relieves my classes actually taught the students although my record book is at school…kesian dorg…but what can i do?? orders are orders…’sy yg menurut perintah’ kn?? so, turutkn je la dgn seikhlas yg mungkin…hehe…

finally…the BIG news..hehe…

in my previous post, i mentioned about telling my dad about my so-called serious relationship with pak arab…erm~ the outcome was not as i expected..i was stunned actually cos i didnt expect for my dad to say that… he said, ‘aboh xmboh na g duk jhr..klu die nok, die kene mari duk terengganu..pastu, jgn ‘berrat’ sgt lg…’

*headache*

i told pak arab..die pun pening sbb die ckp susah utk die masuk terengganu since die dlm prgrm jqaf..skrg ni die asyik duk pujuk zue g jhr…huhu…

actually, at first i dont mind going to jhr…but when my mom said, ‘aboh tu nok anok2 die duk dkt ngn die’, im like…….alaaaa…..sedih…..huhu…sedih nk tinggalkn my parents…i know, i know…at some point, it’s a must and common for girls to leave home..but, ntah laaa…when u say it out loud, it’s different…cos i know now how they feel…tp knp cam org lain cam ok jekk ek?? i mean, dorg seronok jekk kawen kn…x sedih ke ek?? this also makes me think…dont i love pak arab enough to leave trg and head for jhr?? hehe…jht x?? as of now, i really dont wanna think about this sbb like mie, kakda n lekha said, bukannye pk nk kawen lg pun kn??..i know..tp pak arab tu…asyik pk jekk…and he keeps asking me to go to jhr…i really dont know…i wanna stay…really, i do..i really hope pak arab doesnt mind…tp xnk jgk sorg duk jhr, sorg duk trg..jpe time cuti jekk…x larat la nk rindu2…[kes3].

i met him last monday…i was supposed to introduce him to kakda…but because of technical misunderstandings, it didnt happen..quite sad actually… tp xpelaa…nk wat camne kn?? tp jupe hr tu best!!!! hehe…spend the time in klcc and outside kt park tu…borak hr tu pun ade bnde yg serious…i hate it when he’s serious…susah laa…haih~~~ tp bile die dh nk balik tu, cam agak sedih…sbb pasni cam dh susah nk jupe sbb die dh x cuti..time cuti die kene g ip…huhu..:( im gonna miss a lot!!!~ bygkn one year x jupe…!!!cane ni?? unless if i go to jhr..hehe..which i doubt my parents will let me..hehe…erm~ kakda, nk g jhr x?? haha…nway, met syada…haha..kantoi!!!~ hehe…

dah la pk bnde2 sedih..sape2 ade solution, u r more than welcome to share…hehe..

advanced congratulations to my beloved friends, soya n najib for your coming wedding this june..will try to go…and also asmah n hafiz…asmah, i dont think i’ll be able to go to sabah, but i’ll try to go during hafiz’s side..when will that be?? sgt hepi jgk sbb dayah n her paad is getting engaged…wahhhh, dh ramai nk kawen!!~ bestnye!!!~ haha…congratulations sume!!!~ may Allah bless all of u..

kangen banget… huhu…

okla, dh penat ni..pun x nmpk sbb cermin mata patah..hehe..

till next time,

just_ME

assalamu’alaykum wbt n hello…

erm~

ok, since yeop wants to know about my ‘tugas2′ [hehe], here they are [not much tho..]… erm~ at the moment, i dont know what form i’ll be teaching yet..hopefully, i get to know by next week [they said i should know by this week..tp x siap lgi kut..]… even the timetables the teachers have now are temporary..but then…i heard that there is a very high possiblities that i’ll be teaching FORM 5 (F5)!!!~ [apekah?? boleh ke ni??] the students (ss) are having their SPM this year, and they wanna give the BIG responsibilities to this VERY VERY VERY new teacher?? [biar betul dorg nih???!!!~] plus, i was told by one of my colleagues that these F5 ss did not [i repeat, DID NOT] learn the F4 literature component AT ALL!!!!~ and when we suggested to have a mass lecture for all the F5s, the principal disagreed… huhu.. cane ni?? boleh ke ni?? adoilaa.. takutnye..im very scared that i wont be able to do a great job..these ss, they dont have high level of competency in English.. hopefully, if it’s true that i’ll be teaching F5s, i’ll do fine… ive asked apis if he could help…and this was his answer…

‘…yes, of coz i wud if i cud help..’

wahhhhh…saaaaaaayang apis!!!!~ haha… [dont worry, dont misunderstand me.. ni syg as a brother, ok??] hehe..

ok, itu satu…another thing is…i’ll be in charge of the choir!!!~ hahaha..biar betul dorg nih…bg zue choir…i know that i used to sing for the ipba choir team..tp itu pun once jekk..time hishamuddin dtg..huhu..pastu, nk wat cane ni?? dh la i’ll be alone…huhu…i hope i dont have to like help them practice or anything..hehe..klu tlg tgk practice boleh..hahaha…erm~another tugas for me is the ‘pen s/u sukan’…hehe..[jijah, u wanna help me out, here??] haha…hopefully, i’ll do this job well…so far, nothing is given yet..

and yes, im bored to death at the school..all i do for now is enter classes for reliefs… byk gile klas kene masuk…cikgu ade jekk..tp konon busy..but then, it’s ok laa..better than sitting in the teacher’s room..segan la when all they see me doing is reading [dh abis bace GUIT..finally..hehe..]..ye laa..tu je yg mampu dibuat..

erm~ most teachers aka my colleagues are super cool and friendly.. ade sorg kakak ni, kaknor is the nickname…she always invites me to go and have brunch at the canteen…and dh 3-4 times she paid for my brunch [tq kaknor]..haha.. kaknor mmg best!!!~ cool gile…and of cos, other teachers pun cool juge..hehe..

hurm~ pe lgi nk cite ek?? erm~ the ss?? they’re ok..tho most of my colleagues said that the ss are ‘bdk kampung’ and ‘bodo2′ and that they dont respect the teachers…but i think the teachers are wrong..as far as im concerned, the students respect me…they’re not rude or anything..ye laa..ade la very few ss yg camtu..itu kt mane2 pun ade..tp generally, the ss are a lot better than i expected…they’re funny..they listen to me [most of the times..hehe]… when i go for relief classes, the class at first was almost empty..but by the time i wanna go out of the class, the class is always full [bagus kn??]..some of them actually do wanna learn and succeed…i think all they want is attention and like my dad said, some respect from the teachers…i mean, u earn the respect..not just expect anyone to respect u…right??

erm~ tu je la kut….i think…

nway, siva xm this monday..so, good luck to u, my dear…study rajin2..jgn duk sibuk chatting ngn gf jekk…hahahhaha…

erm~ zue rase hr ni zue nk cite sikit sbyk psl pak arab…

name: pak arab [as u all know..haha..], but he’s not from one of the arab countries..

from: kluang, johor..

age: 26 [will be 27 this august...]

siblings: 3rd out of 7 [all boys except for one sis...hehe...]

how he knows me?: thru friendster [aishah mahpudz's friend's list...haha...]…

why i call him pak arab?: because he likes to use arabic when txting with me..which of cos, i dont understand..then, i’ll ask icik ['ainur's sister] to translate them for me..haha..

graduated from: mu’tah uni, jordan

course: usuluddin

he’s currently in IPTI..doing J-QAF… [tho he's not too happy about it..hehe..]

ok, what else do u wanna know [except for his real name..hehe..]?? just ask..i’ll be glad to share… haha..

erm~ right now, im waiting for my mom, sis n bro-in-law to arrive from kl… they’re back for the cny..hehe..

okla, gtg…dh ngantuk ni [tho it's 1646..]..haha…

till next time,

just_ME

assalamu’alaykum wbt n hi everyone…

this  was where it all started.. very happy indeed with the news tho pak arab cam x bape nk happy..haha..he was hoping that i’d get jhr..haha..

Terengganu it is~~

nway, this morning, went to batu burok beach resort, KT with my dad..hehe..yer, like a little girl, i was sent by my dad..hehe..biar laa..nk rase cam dak2 g tadika or drjh 1 again..haha..nway, so there was this ‘taklimat’ by 2 people from JPNT..then, there was an experience sharing session with Dato’ Haji Alimuddin b Mohd Dom, KPPM… he is truly passionate about teaching..hehe…good to know…then, i got to go on stage [apekah???] to receive my posting letter…when i went down, i was very scared to open the envelope…haha..so, when i opened the envelope [jeng jeng jeng]… SMK Belara it is…hehe..ade taklimat from encik nordin [apparently he's aboh's friend..]..

SMK Belara, KT..ok??hehe..

after that, i right away went out to find my dad… then, when i saw him, i gave him the envelope n asked him to see it for himself..[sj nk wat aboh debor..keji x??] haha..he’s happy as well..i guess, we all are right now..we got what we have been wishing n praying for..Alhamdulillah…after that, we straight away went to the school to report [again, i went with aboh...biar laa..im his little girl... hahaha]…tho not so little anymore..haha…

then, i report to the PK HEM..

so, as of today, jan 12th, 2009, i am the teacher of SMK Belara, Kuala Terengganu.. hehe.. before arriving at school, sgt cuak, ok??? cos i didnt know what to expect… then, saw the school…our [aboh n i] first impression was… ‘VERY BIG!! BYK NYE KETE!!! err…where’s the office???’ hahaha… so we asked the students..ok, not we…aboh did..hehe..but i asked too…i asked whether the school has one or two sessions..TWO SESSIONS, she said..huhu.takut dpt sesi ptg..tp dgn yakinnye [not so...], i went into the office…mesti org ngate sbb dtg ngn ayah [eleh, biar laa...jeles, wat gaks..] hehe..nway, reported n stuff..time jpe ngn PK HEM, he asked me to stay at the hostel n be the warden [alamak!!~ cane ni??].. then i explained that i need to stay at home because my mom’s in kuantan n all [like kakda said, anak solehah..haha..trying to be one, really..]… and he understood [Alhamdulillah~]..so, end of discussion [fuh!!~].. then, met the PK1..he said, bagus, kami mmg nk cikgu bi…that sounded promising, right?? tp mmg die ckp zue akan ajar english..so, ok la kut… nway, ade ke die tny spm bi dpt 3b or 4b?? hello…sy dpt 1a, ok?? hahaha [alamak, ter'riak' la plaks...sori2.. ]..waited for the chief clerk (cc) to take all the forms needed..turned out, satu jekk form yg kene amik..ampes betul… kul 1445, gerak from the school sbb nk kene amik atie plaks..it was already late at that time…

yes, that is it!!~ hehe...

nway, aboh happy gile sbb i get to stay at home…could see it from his face.. hehe..he hand-shaked me twice..haha…aboh..aboh.. happy seeing him happy.. really i am [sedey la plaks..huhu..]..who wouldnt, if one sees his face…hehe..

okla, tu je la kut update utk kali ni…so, my career starts here..n i hope i’ll be ok..now cuak sbb xtau ss cane..kene sesi pagi ni, biase nye upper form…TAKUT!! huhu..good luck to me~~~~

oh yer, to all my ipba friends…good luck!!!~ aziati, be tough, be strong cos i know u r…ignore others, ok?? tp jgn terlalu ignore..hehe..nnt susah plaks..good luck, dear~~~

okla, till next time,

just_ME

assalamu’alaykum wbt and helo my fellow frens…

erm…it’s 30th today..pmr result was out this morning..Alhamdulillah, my sister, atie got 9As.. congratulations, atie.. im so proud of u…all of us are..hehe..nway, my feelings this morning was unimaginable..hehe..sgt cuak!!!~, ok? hehe..not that i dont have faith in atie, but it just happened..but Alhamdulillah, all went well..atie cried tho..briye laks tu…haha…so did my dad….he came with his fren, pakcik mat.. tq pakcik mat for coming [tho i dont think he reads this..haha]..

nway, that’s the good news…hehe..now the cuaking news..hehe..at the mo, im very nervous and scared to know where i’ll be posted to…im praying very hard that i get semenanjung..i dont mind where, as long as it’s semenanjung..pak arab’s praying i’ll get jb..haha…tho i have doubts about that..but anything can happen, right? hehe..erm..it’s not that i dont want to go to sabah or sarawak becos of the very remote places i might be posted to…but i dont think i can stay far away from my family anymore… 2 years abroad are enough for me…but, if i get posted there [God forbids], i’ll go with an open heart and mind…i’m still preparing myself for the worse..i always believe that is the best way to handle unexpected news… nway, just bear in mind, it’s another 5days b4 all these anxieties and sleepless nights end… jan, 5th 2009…i cant wait for this date to arrive tho at the same time i dont want for it to arrive if it brings bad news..huhu..

erm..the other day, wana tny…’zue, serious ke ngn pak arab?’… huhu…i didnt know what to answer really… because i dont know how serious we were.. by that time, i know that my mom knows everything, every details…i just didnt have the time to talk to my dad…and i still dont..i just prefer to talk when there are only two of us… so, that time has not yet come..just wait and see.. so, from my part, i think it’s pretty serious…hehe..

nway, wana n i had some chat since we didnt have the time to meet and chat during the aidiladha hols..and so, she told me some stuff which later i told siva about it when he called [u see, he'll only call after i send him testimonial thru friendster..haha...tq anyway.. :)]… so, siva and i too chatted…and during the chat, we talked a little bit about this phrase..

‘may the best man/woman win’

hehe… talking about it with siva reminded me of pak arab who totally disagrees with the phrase… i mean, there’s no harm in having choices, right? hehe..nway, the next day, i asked him y he disagrees… this is what he replied after a very long q&a session..

‘bg sy, klu kt jujur, saling percaya, tau menilai erti cinta, tau hak dan bts masing2, kta tau siapa yg akn dipilih tnpa ada sbrg keraguan di hati’

then, that night he sent me a txt that made me confused [i still keep the txt.. :)]… i thought something was wrong…and i was right… he told me he was jealous… of my friendship with a particular male friend.. the thing is, i told him about this guy before and he said he trusts me, so he’ll trust this guy as well.. so, i didnt think it’ll make him jealous or anything..really, i didnt..huhu..the next day, i couldnt concentrate on what i was doing..which made me ask him again what was going on… then, later he replied saying that he was jealous and all…so, i asked him if he doesnt want me to talk to this guy again or what [with a nice intonation, of course].. then he said that he pities me then.. then i said that he better be clear about this becos i really dont want him to bring up this issue again in the future.. i believe that it’s better to clear this thing now, right?? so, i was a bit ‘rough’ towards him..and i also dont want him to make this as an excuse for him to befriend other girls…i mean, if she’s an old friend, then i dont mind..but if he’s looking for a female friend just becos i have a male friend, then it’s not fair, right?? am i right?? [God!!] so, he said that it’s ok and that he doesnt mind..so, i told him ok and that ‘zue syg die’.. and that male friend is taken [wink wink wink..hehe.. ]..i think that’s all he needs to know…so, from now on, no more mentioning of other male friends..i have learnt my lesson…gosh, relationships are complicated… im having quite a tough time coping..huhu..

nway, the other day, when i was in kuantan, i took the chance to talk to my mom about pak arab..which then my mom asked, do the parents know?? errr… i told my mom that i didnt know…so, i decided to ask [tho zue agak malu..kih3].. and he told me that the parents know and they’re ok…siap tny tips dr kakda tu…haha… [blushing]..tq, kakda..so, from this, i can conclude that we are pretty serious..hehe..he even wants me to get posted to jhr..we’ll just wait and see la yer… hehe…

erm..okla, byk dh zue update psl pak arab ni..pening la fikir…adoilaa…susah nye nk bg and dpt kprcyaan dr someone…

oh yer..b4 i end this post, sj je nk share this line i found from a korean series, ’she has come back’…best gak cite ni..try ar tgk… every monday and tuesday, 2210-2320, channel 303, astro…

‘it’s my decision to get hurt becos i like somebody so much’..

hehe.. i guess it’s my decision too..

okla, till next time,

just_ME

p/s: the male friend has to be anonymous to avoid from any misunderstandings..

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assalamu’alaykum wbt and hellooooooooooooooooooooooo…………. hehe…

i know, i know…im updating my blog too fast, too soon..but im using this chance to fully utilise this mxs broadband because my sister hasnt been able to come and take it from me…hehe…

nway, i just wanna share……

Tuesday December 2, 2008

Smiley in the night sky

MUAR: Villagers in several areas in Muar were pleasantly surprised to see a Smiley in the night sky comprising a crescent moon, which looked like a smile, and two stars, which looked like eyes.

Teacher Yaakob Jamain said he spotted the “smiling moon” when he was leaving his house to meet with some friends in town. The Star office in Petaling Jaya also received several calls from readers who saw the Smiley.

A check on the Internet revealed that the stellar phenomenon was caused by Venus, Jupiter and a three-day-old crescent moon aligning at the right spots to form the Smiley.

If you missed it last night, you will have to wait another five years before Smiley appears in the night sky again.

source - http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/12/2/nation/2694045&sec=nation

see…?? what did i say?? hehe…it was surely a memorable moment…aye?? haha…
okla, till next time,

just_ME